The Beauty of Not Feeling Anything

from by Krelboyne



You can't fight what you can't see
But I should've seen this coming
See, I'm still wrestling with your ghost
And the whiplash left my neck broke

And it's the same story every day
Just a new sad song to go with it
See I could write a million lines
But this shits starting to get old

See, I fell in love with dying
Because I fell in love with a ghost
But next time I won't choke
See, I fell in love with dying
And the beauty of not feeling anything

Her memories
off my brain
those membranes out from me

(numb me permanently)

And I've got this fear
A real toxic idea
And as death grows near
She will slowly disappear

And I kept your body in the freezer
Yeah, I kept you cold

(That night I held you close
Yes, I felt your ghost
When I split your blood)

I feel myself
pulling back
consciousness cowering
in the corner of the back of my mind
afraid to let me feel your pain

I sit here bathing in your blood
I wish I could separate the touch
Of secret skin, your secret skin
But I could never know your love
So I wish I could separate the touch
Of secret skin, your secret skin

Now you're so cold
So dead and cold
These hands cursed with death
And I'm wringing towels of blood and regret
And I can't find the right way, no
Whats it mean to be alive
Well, what's it mean
I can't stop thinking about this
Oh, and I can't stop feeling alone
No, I won't let you go

(And I won't let you walk away from me)

Are we even the same species
or are you something else entirely?
The expression on your face isn't of fear or of disgust
it's eternal peace.


from Ghost of an Empire, released February 3, 2017



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