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Linger || The Light Fades

by Krelboyne

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1.
Broken Teeth 01:32
As revelations deafen me I'm overcome with apathy I'm so sick and tired I lack the desire to breathe Over the years I've been (Overcome) chewing through the bindings (with apathy) Now I've got nothing to show (can't find reason) but these broken teeth, (just to breathe).
2.
Track Two 02:19
3.
Exist 02:20
It's been a while since I've cared to smile I've stopped counting down the days Now I want to fade away and try to forget your face, your name, and the way you said goodnight to me But I can't forget how you lied to me So tell me why can't I erase you from my mind One moment in time gone forever You'd never exist It's been a while since I've cared to smile and its been this way for years Now I've got to wake up and face reality But this cold memory keeps creeping in, and I can't seem to find a reason for it.
4.
Torch 02:54
I should've guessed it I should've known it all along I can't change you because you've been singing a different song It's been years since I've felt strong I feel I've carried this torch for far too long When will I finally burn with someone the way you do every night When will I finally learn there's no truth in your words (I feel sick to my stomach I just want to leave Tell me what did motivate you to turn your back on me) There's no turning back tonight Just turning words into fist fights I hope you get what you deserve
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Fifty-Seven 02:54
I'm drifting through empty days, stalling, I try to slow the pace of the future closing in on me. I'm unprepared, don't see, any path I think is worth following to it's end. Self-doubt cripples me, I'm left standing in my place, wondering why everyone I know has passed me by and left me standing alone, when it's me.
6.
Pest 01:40
You told me a million times I know I'm not that interested to hear how you screwed up, been beaten, chewed up, and spit out So sorry if I don't take your unsolicited advice Don't think I'm not doing what is right This is what's best for me Hopefully you will see in time I was right all along And one day you will wake up from this delusion that you've lived for so long Watch what you say about me Do not doubt me, no Although I've never been one to fist fight I will stand my ground I'm never backing down I'm never losing faith in this besides tonight we'll sacrifice everything we've left to give To live our dream we'll give everything.
7.
Interlude 02:19
Everything changes too fast, I'm never prepared for what my future may bring. I cling to what I know. Regardless of what's in store, I only hope I can do right by you. Help you keep your head above the sea, keep you alive. If only to make myself feel okay, for what I've done, and try to make amends.
8.
Northridge 02:32
Behind closed doors I hear you sometimes still regret leaving home for Northridge California calls I can't believe it's been over a year and we're all still waiting here I remember late night talks driving home from the shows fighting tired eyes by blasting the stereo Behind closed doors you say you miss your friends back home, and those midwest summer nights. Best friends wouldn't act like this Best friends would've called And I should've called.
9.
Cast 02:19
I've been wondering how to shed my old skin and start fresh A blank canvas to reimagine my sins I'm not coming home tonight not to another fight It's just a matter of time I guess I'll try my best to move on Because I can't keep holding my breath till you realize you're wrong Cast off this skin and all of my sins every bit of disobedience Because once they're gone I'll learn how to live again forged in your image.
10.
Fade 02:28
Truly I do despise how I was forced into this life without consideration to how awful this life would be A painful existence wrought with the thorns of life's old lesson You're never going to get out alive No, someday we're all going to die I wish for you, my friend that day comes quick and without pain I hope you fade I'll take solace in the end I'll fade away with a smile on my face Because feeling nothing is better than what I've been feeling these days Just let me fade away I'll fade away I'll finally be free of you.
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Static State 02:57
I've been stuck in between everything that I've grown to love and growing up But I'm not gonna stop So you can shut your mouth and go Keep your opinions to yourself I'm gonna work it out I swear Last time that I saw you you told me I'm "never going anywhere" I cannot take another day of this constant static state the future paints with shades of gray what lies ahead I cannot say I've been playing tug of war with who I am and who I used to be It's going to take some time to make it out of this damn city I haven't felt alive since that last week in July and ever since I feel like I'm just waiting here to die I'm falling apart at the seams I've made such a mess of everything I can't tell you how much this means to finally be leaving.
12.
Make 01:52
I didn't walk away from this You can't deny your hand in making me I know that I broke my promise But when you broke my heart you made me Why do I spend most my time thinking about what's been making me so sad She said "Walk away again" But you know it's not my fault I could only break your fall for so long Now I'm done because you pushed me away.
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There's a hole in my sleeve where my heart used to be it won't let me forget It's the same each time I let someone have a piece of me I'm never enough to satisfy their needs I hope you're wondering If you will ever find happiness I was ripe on the vine your fingers dancing across my sleeve But you were too busy picking up bad seeds You'll say we just weren't meant to be But you're wrong because our actions determine our fate You can't face that you're at fault So you pass the blame onto a faceless entity Did you really think that would make me feel better to liken me to a bottle in the sea Although I feel like I'm drowning fate has no bearing on me I'm good enough as a friend you said But that means I'm not good enough for more.

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released October 25, 2014

Recorded by Aaron Wood in the middle of nowhere outside of Sullivan, Il.

Photography by Veronica Mullen

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